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10 Secrets

1.       I’m scared of the dark- I know that this is something I should have been over when I was 10. But in all honesty? It’s probably worse now. I’m nervous a murderer is hiding in the closet or that a ghost is staring at me form the corner of the ceiling, silly things like that! I know it’s dumb but it’s something I just can’t seem to get over.

2.       I hate shoes- Ya they’re cute, but…. I’d rather go without them. I never really liked them and I have the permanently dirty, callused feet to prove it. My favorite place to go barefoot? The barn! I know it’s gross to be barefoot down there (considering all the diseases you could pick up), but I don’t care i love it! It makes me feel like I’m a little girl again helping my dad with the horses.

3.       I have a hard time trusting people- I can count on one hand all the people I trust completely. It’s not because anyone has done anything wrong. I just take a long time to warm up to people. I feel like I really have to know who they are before I can trust them.

4.        When it comes to flight or fight. I pick fight- I know I’m small but that doesn’t mean I’m going to stand down. I will not run from a situation or give into an argument. I need to feel like I tried, it doesn’t matter if I don’t end up winning as long as I know I did my best.

5.       I wish I lived on a farm- I know it’s a total unrealistic dream, but it’s really what I want most. I always imagined living on a farm having the chickens, horses and cows. In an older home with my own garden, tire swing, white fence and wrap around porch. Having my husband working in the fields on his john deer and 2 little girls that I could play with.  I know it will never happen……but I can dream.

6.       Sometimes I only watch movies because the main actress is pretty- I’m a little embarrassed to admit this one. My recent obsession Minka Kelly, she’s gorgeous. I watch her movies just so I can sit and wish I looked like her. She’s flawless. If I could look like anyone it would be her.

7.       I love to sing- shocking huh? No one has ever heard me sing (besides Amy). It’s because I’m not very good and I know it. But it’s still fun! I’m the type of girl you see singing at the top of her lungs in the car (but only when I’m alone). I’m not embarrassed about it anymore, everyone does it! Right?

8.       I hate loud eaters- this is by far my biggest pet peeve! I can’t stand the smackers, slurpers and open mouthers the sound drives me crazy! It’s the most unappetizing thing when you’re eating and you hear someone chewing loudly next to you.

9.      I can’t sit still-I’m a busy body. I feel so useless if I’m not working on something. Sam finds it annoying but I can’t help it!  I hate to sit and watch tv or lay in bed or play on the computer. I want to be working on a project, cleaning, playing etc… anything to keep me moving.

10.     I only ever swear in my dreams- I never curse, it’s extremely rare when I do. But in my dreams….. I swear all the time, like the other night I had a dream I said the f*** word, (I’ve NEVER said the f word) and I started to cry because I felt so bad! I know most of you are going to think that Its silly that I get worried about something like this, but in all honesty? I am worried! Its so not like me to swear!